I see a pattern in my life, and it's bizarre.

Like the morning I woke up and deemed you what I did, there you were ... as if we shared brain waves and you knew.

Like that time I made a deal with myself to let you go and there you were the next day, saying you were coming.

Like the time I dreamt that beautiful dream and because of it I realized I was ok with saying goodbye ... and there you were, saying hello.

Like how I met you when there's no time left. Just like the way I met him when time was running out.

Like how I let you be mad again and I swore this time you ran so far away you wouldn't recognize my voice ... and the day I felt the pain you sent my way ... my phone rang vibrating your name ... and you laughed that laugh that adored me.

Like how I was honest with you and after it all, I wondered why.

Like how this has happened before, just like this .... and that's why I know how this will turn out.

Like how I know I need to concentrate on Him and His glory and I don't ... for no reason .... until then.

All of these things I've seen before.

Except you ....